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As I am typing this on my small computer, sitting comfortably in my bed, I feel blessed. I don't always feel it although I am! Constantly blessed. I thought I'd capture the moment in case I forget again how God takes care of me & how He has everything under control. I will come back to this post and read it again whenever is needed. Yes, that's right. YOU ARE BLESSED.

I have my ups and downs, you know. I guess we all do. I hate my downs because they are mostly completely silly & selfish. I would feel ugly & then beautiful in the space of 10 mins. How ridiculous. I would concentrate on negativity instead of focusing on what is amazing in my life. Like my family.

I recently moved into a studio flat. It's the first time in almost three years living in England that I can settle a little bit. I had to buy a pan for instance. I'm the happy owner of a brand new red pan. What is coming next, furniture?! It's lovely here and it was one of my prayers. I wanted a place on my own & heard it was impossible with one salary. Well, this is quite perfect and just big enough for me.

Thank you for taking care of me.