29 January 2014

I love the Internet

[WARNING: you might learn some French in the reading of this note]

There is nothing like being a teacher to remind you that you are, inevitably, getting old. Come on, at twenty-eight, really, I did not think I had anything to worry about. Oh boy was I wrong. Facing my lovely year 7 today, I simply got 'patronized' by a bunch of twelve years old. And about the Internet no less! Yes, this thing I am currently on in order to write this very note. Think of it, they also probably assume I don't know what a blog is! 

We were learning about activities we can do at the weekend. Here is how it went:

Miss V.: Répétez: Je danse. 
La classe: JE DANSE!
MissV.: Je regarde des vidéos. 
La classe: JE REGARDE DES VIDEOS!
Miss V.: Je surfe sur Internet.
La classe: JE SURFE...uug?
Miss V. Is there a problem?
La classe: surfing the Internet? What is that m'am?
Miss V: ha ha, is it not what you say? What would you use?
La classe: 'Going on the Internet!' Nobody says 'surfing on the Internet', that's (say in knowing tone) old fashioned....

Point taken. And thinking about it, they are probably right. I haven't heard someone using that expression in a while. Has it become obsolete already? I was priding myself of being a bit of a nerd and now I am apparently not up-to-date with my Internet lingo. 

My pupils have got a totally different background than me though. Going back in time when I was their age, Internet had just started to appear. Google did not exist yet and most people did not have a personal computer at home. My dad worked in computers (still does - salut papa!) and every holiday, I had the privilege of spending one day at his job, playing games & using Yahoo search to look up info on my favourite films & to print posters of them. It was an absolute blast and I will always cherish very much those memories when surfing the net (see what I did there?) was special. 

However, now, will I use today's incident as an excuse....mmmhh...opportunity to go more on the world wide web? Oui. 

02 January 2014

The usual?

This has now become somewhat of a tradition (mmmh) to come here around the new year and to write a little note about resolutions, etc. Well, this year, I don't feel I've got something special to say or to wish or to be resolute about. At all. To be totally honest with you, I've had the most low-key New Year Celebration of all my life so far. I did not feel a page was turning, I did not feel like I had to make my usual list of stuff to change/try. I spent the last hour of 2013, watching a series in my pjs. Nothing special about that. 

So here it is. 
I don't really know what it means.
All I know is that I was tired of expecting. 
Tired of expectations I put in my head when the clock strikes midnight. 
So, this year, I've decided to leave it all up to God. 
My only hope for 2014 is to feel loved by Him every. single. day.
To let myself be vulnerable in Him & for Him.