There is something a bit pathetic about taking off your pyjamas to put some clothes on and go and buy some food at 7pm on a Saturday evening. Even more pathetic is to forget the thing you really needed to buy and ended up with crisps. And now you're eating them in bed while writing this. I just felt like crisps, what can I say? Easy way to get full as I am not eating properly on the weekend. What if I told you I did something completely out of the ordinary and also bought a beer? Yes, that's right. As you can tell, I am so out of control at the moment! I have decided to fight the gloom that is associated with my weekends recently. A fresh beer is a first step towards the end of misery...or is it?
Since I have arrived here, most of my weekends have been the most boring time ever. The main reason being that I really feel on my own and I don't like that anymore. There was a time when doing stuff, visiting cities, going to concerts alone were perfectly acceptable in my mind and I would do it without thinking twice. Part of an adventure. I was never delighted by the situation but I accepted it. This year, it seems very difficult to face the fact that I do not have anybody close to me physically here that are my friends.
I am praying to find people to share time with.



